Gurgle, gurgle, gurgle goes my stomach, tingle, tingle, tingle through my fingers and toes,, ouch, ouch, ouch evertime I brush my teeth - just sounds of my everyday life. Thank you chemotherapy!
Every other weekend losing 5 days of my life - Thank you chemotherapy!
Loosing my hair then having it grow back different than my own - Thank you chemotherapy!
Being too sick to attend events and parties - Thank you Chemotherapy!
Anixiety to the point of insomnia every other Thursday - Thank you chemotherapy!
Having a port-a-cath implanted in my chest that is a constant reminder of my disease - Thank you chemotherapy!
Do I sound angry? - maybe. Do I sound grateful ?- I think not! Do I sound sarcastic? - most likely.
Have you ever thought you couldn't live without something (or someone). Usually it's a material desire, a beloved friend or family member, or a God of some type. It could be any type of want. In any case when I've ever said I can't live without something it is usually a positive image.
Now I have another "can't live without". This one I didn't choose. This one is not positive, but I'm told it is the only thing that will keep me alive. So I'll say it out loud "I can't live without chemotherapy." Why? Well just let me say "Thank you cancer!" Stupid Cancer
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