I'm a ghost again. Watched my husband and son get ready for a wedding that was on MY side of the family. But I'm sick with Chemo. I can't go so my ghost get restless and went anyway. Saw my family asking Michael "how are you doing?", Are you doing OK with Mario", "Is it hard to live alone?" Michael was right to the point in answering these questions - "no", fine,", "Not so much hard but different." As he's answering the questions his mind is not there. All he keeps thinking about is that he just buried his wife last week, what am I doing at this "f#$%ing wedding!" My ghost yells "I'm with you baby but I miss you terribly." You see that when I'm a ghost nobody can see me or hear me but somtimes they feel your prescene. I think Michael did because I saw him smile for no apparent reason after I said those words. Be it me on this earth or my ghostly spirit Michael and I will always be connected. Our life together has been fun, stressful, full of suprises, complicated, and deep. We survived major crises and we lived through my illness to the very end. Dear Michael, if you can feel my spirit or hear my words I want you to know that I will always love you and my ghost will always be there to support you. We will stay connected forever.