I Apologize

I am issueing an apology to all my family and friends. Michael, Michelle, Jay, and Mario - I am espescially sorry. You suffer along with me. I've made you cry. I've made you worry. I've made you angry. You all know that I would never do anything to deliberately make anyone feel bad. But here I am - just my exhistence is causing emotional turmoil. There has been so much support, so much love, so much caring. But what do I give back? Bad news, complaints, and neediness. Here I am again. Back to chemotherapy tomorrow. I had a great three months for which I am issueing a thank you to all my friends and family. Michael, Michelle, Jay, and Mario - I am espescially thankful. But as the saying goes - "The party is over" and I am sorry. Michael, Michelle, Jay, and Mario - I am especially sorry.